Jun 6, 2018

Poignancy and love







As the sun melts into the sea and allows the evening and the night to unfold,
it also brings forth moments
of unspoken
or unrequited love

and

the memories of the beloved.

I wonder what it would be like to celebrate
and not lament
this bitter sweet emotion of poignancy and love
but mostly find it difficult to do so!

Music has helped me dive into memories of love with a spirit

to toast those times of connection and not sink into despondency and pity

Check this playlist which attempts to celebrate this love...

Youtube playlist : Aaye tum Yaad mujhe 

"Wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure."


There
they were...
Ripe, juicy,
Sweet...
and a pure delight on the taste buds....

Mangoes from our own compound!

Every summer for years
 we would complain about the deteriorating quality of mangoes in the market..
the artificial ripening,
and the insipid taste

Till we discovered mangoes of our own backyard.....

Very ordinary looking, local variety of mango which had co-existed
along with other trees  in the bungalow plot for as long as I can remember....

Forgotten, even in the season....almost like an orphan!

a nuisance because it had gotten difficult
to find someone to pluck the mangoes in season
and
the mess created by birds who would drop half eaten fruits on the ground

The workers who had come to mend the garage, wanted to pluck some mangoes for their kids.
I was more than happy to see them GO!

They left some bounty for us,

and a what a treasure that was.....!

Ripe, juicy,
sweet
and a pure delight on the taste buds....!

Mangoes from our own compound!

It just struck me :

Life has been the same for me....
I have kept searching outside, out there, for the treasures it has to offer , greedily

Hunting, scrambling, begging with an unwarranted neediness

Relationships
Friendships
Connections
Work
Money
Purpose

Searching for larger and loftier goals and milestones in each of these areas

All have been present in my own backyard...

whilst I have been playing the unaware, restless wanderer!

Truly :
"Wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure." ~Paulo Coelho ~


A teardrop

Was that a drop of tear I saw glistening near his eyes? I will never know because he turned his face away, as soon as he heard th...